today i felt anger, hurt, disappointment, adrenaline, happiness, hopelessness altogether. left lessons at 1030 & met up with h.a.m. these girls are pillars of support, and we'll hang in there together, i know that.

i dont need nothing else to prove my point. it reaffirmed so many times, and i'll remain pessimistic & cynical because 1 day, everyone would agree with me and i'll go ha-told-you-so. its easiest to avoid, because it doesnt hurt & there's no promises attached. how ironic is it that i was fuming at somebody sort of like myself. guilt. yes. but im sorry i cant control this.

you shameful little thing :) do watch out. your not getting past my revenge you scum.